Might I first say, in answering this blessed question, I hath a memory beginning at the age of eight years old of having prophetic insights with certain matters before their occurrences.
Notwithstanding my lack of understanding for the cause of the prophetic insights; thy Lord God continued them throughout certain seasons of my young adult life.
Continuing on in answering the question, it well so agreed with the Eternal Father to lead me to accept His call with an enrollment in prophetic training nearly 18 years ago.
And so, it was chiefly during the time of consecration in 2016, that the Blessed Holy Spirit granted me instructions to read the Book of Jeremiah. At the conclusion of the sacred reading, I was bestowed the mantle; most dramatically, it was so generously granted to me.
For thy Lord’s glory, I desireth to offer more of my testimony on what I shall say were blessed moments during the writing process of the Exposition Commentary of The Gospel According to St. John.
I might say there were occasions during the writing and editing of the Commentary that I spent weeping for our Holy Christ eternal love for us. In the generosity and kindness of the Eternal Spirit of God, I was granted the blessed guidance on how to balance the writing with enjoyment to ensure that I remained spiritually balanced and was not overcome with the suffering of our Beloved Christ. For me, recording the casting of stones at Him were most difficult to type; and write.
Yet, there were moments of blessed joy and laughter in the recording of the Commentary; especially in John 2, John 4, and John 20.
Continuing on, the Spirit of God principally taught me pivotal lessons to guard the joy of thy Lord by first directing me to observe certain actors who had played our Risen Christ in the past and the effect of their portrayal of the Son of God.
Most particularly, when the Eternal Spirit of God bestowed the blessed favor of revelation to me during certain occasions of Christ’s earthly Ministry, it was invariably agonizing for me. And on occasions, I beheld a burden of Christ’s Heart on certain matters in the Earth and became most affrightened of one day hurting our Lord. In this, I pleaded for Christ’s blessed assurance that our Lord would keepeth me from betraying Him during my lifetime.
Ofttimes, I remembered the wretchedness of my soul and why might the Master hath called me to even record His sufferings. I shall say it was during those occasions that oftentimes I was granted the grace from the Dearest Comforter to inquire of Him the selfsame prayers with trembling, adoration, and reverence for the Son of God throughout the writing:
“Blessed Master, am I making Thee smile?”
And so, on many occasions of these times of prayer with thy Holy Christ, was when I was granted the stunning revelation of His earthly life; ofttimes it was so in most holy visions.
By His grace, I shall teacheth on certain revelation granted to me from The Gospels in sermons with the Body of Christ soon.
Days ago, I chose to most quietly honor the birthday anniversary of my beloved late Dad, Ronald Vaughn. Reflecting on his earthly life, I held with peace the blessed memory wherefore the Dearest Master in His kindness granted to me in a former season of comfort. In that certain season, our Lord graciously granted revelation and also shewed me in a holy vision my late Dad in eternal rest.
You might say, I hath not been granted any memory of my Dad ofttimes before our Holy God in prayer. Yet, at the end of the season of his earthly life, he became most faithful with his attendance at a large church in Clinton Hill, Brooklyn.
Returning now to my Dad’s prayers, thy Lord spake to me of Him lovingly leading my father to strategic prayers before his sudden passing for my protection in the Earth and for thy Lord’s will to be fulfilled in my life. For sure, my three younger siblings and I shall be eternally grateful for the comfort of my father’s prayers, ensuring that, albeit his earthly life was not lengthy in many years, Daddy finished well.
And so, I gather today I shall conclude this time of answering certain questions asked about my Dad. I pray it shall glorify our Eternal Father, testifying that my most courageous Dad, most loved music, and for his love of it, it caused my childhood to be filled with vibrancy and color: music and Dad’s blessed art drawn with his anointed hands covered the walls of our homes.
Further, I shall say, it seemed most unusual how my soul purposed to mourn my beloved Dad, for after his passing, the music suddenly ceased playing in my life. Chiefly, it became a season when I was not able to listen to music. In His pity, our Dearest Master chose to destroy the grief as I was led to listen every morning for a time to an 2001 “Shekinah Glory” album.
As for my dearest and beloved mother, I hath ofttimes testified of even years of mourning her. It well agreed with the Godhead I would not endureth the selfsame season of mourning my Dad’s departure from Earth. Yet, mother, who was a most delicate woman, loved to cook and host friends and family in her kitchen. In mourning my beloved mother, I ceased delighting in cooking for a time at home. How blessed was our Dearest Master’s mercy toward me, for in it He was most faithful to sendeth a prophet to minister to me who spake a word from the Eternal Spirit of God, whereby in its commandment it guided me back to some comfort. For eternity spake: “It’s time to go back to the kitchen and cook.”
Surely, I praise thy Lord, for when I returned to enjoyment in the kitchen, our Dearest Master granted me a blessed anointing to be a most particular cook. Oh, I most love now to spend time with Him there!
Thank you most kindly for your patience with the questions, dearest friends.
Most marvelously, we are granted the honor of reading the sacred pages of the Scriptures with awe and wonder of our Blessed Master’s purity, wisdom, and eternal power.
Might I say, ofttimes we might find our hands resting upon our hearts with a holy affection for our Blessed Master as we read of His attendance in the Temple. For our Lord so stuns us in His meekness, inclining His ears to the teachings and even visiting to read the Scriptures and teacheth.
For me, I gather I may say, reading the Scriptures is the place wherewith I remaineth for hours with the Master. How I hath the most fun ofttimes singing the Scriptures until Heaven invades with its blessed harmony. Oh, and how I am not worthy of it.
And so, I may say, for you who are in seasons of suffering for Christ, be most encouraged reading and singing the Scriptures. The blessedness of joy from the Eternal Spirit of God in reading the Word shall grant you strength to endureth it.
Remember even at times when our Righteous Father is most silent, His blessed eyes remaineth upon you.
Days before my mother’s transition to Heaven, I was led by the Blessed Holy Spirit to remaineth with her for a certain time in her blessed home filled with the aroma of prayers and her unwavering faith to be healed from a sickness whereby had afflicted her most greatly. Thy Lord’s grace was sufficient for me to care for His Daughter during this time whereby ofttimes I became overcome in tears as I discerned the Holy Presence surrounding my mother was most unusual. Those precious days spent doing my mother’s hair and dressing her would become our final days together on Earth.
My dearest mother, and first best-friend lived a joyous and abundant life for the Lord Jesus she pleased. Mother answered every telephone call with a song exalting our Blessed Master. She most enjoyed worshipping thy Lord and reading the Holy Bible wherefore our Risen Christ bestowed a generous grace of wisdom upon her to teach.
And so, today, I honor the day of her birth, and giveth thy Father the praise, glory and honor for giving her a most blessed life.
Who in the days of his flesh, when he had offered up prayers and supplications with strong crying and tears unto him that was able to save him from death, and was heard in that he feared. Hebrews 5:7
Surely, thy Holy God’s mercy endureth forever. For as I considereth it, it is when we humble ourselves before our Father and offereth our prayers and supplications we might even entereth into the Throne Room of God.
I may say then, it is seated there before our Holy One that His merciful Heart shall receiveth our most robust tears for our healing.
Surely, I am grateful to thy Lord Christ for October’s Monthly Glory Offer for I promised to launch stationery this year. I might say, the notecards shall be a small collection principally with Scriptures and quotes from my heart about our Dearest Master.
And so, I pray The Birth of Christ matte note cards shall be a most holy inclusion to your stationery collection. It shall be available October 1st on the website.
Holy One of Israel, we giveth unto You all the laud, glory and honor. We declare that Ye are righteous in all Your ways and holy in all Your works. And we bless You for thy Word whereby remind us that You are nigh to all who call upon You in truth.
Righteous Father, in John 7:37, the Scripture reads: “In the last day, that great day of the Feast, Jesus stood and cried, saying, ‘If any man thirst, let him come unto Me, and drink.’ Surely, Father, we thirst after Your holiness and righteousness. And we are most grateful to our Blessed Master for teaching us even in the Gospels to honor and observe the Feasts, these most Holy Days on Your Calendar, as You have commanded of us in the Old Testament.
In awe, we read in John 7:14, of Christ, who in the midst of the Feast went to the temple and taught. How grateful we are for Your faithfulness to revealeth to us in the Scriptures that You observed the Feasts and taught them during Your Earthly Ministry. And we are most honored that You continueth to teach us today.
And so, most Holy One we beseech You even now to come and be in our midst as we seek to honor You in our worship and giving during this holy season of Rosh Hashanah. Dearest Holy Spirit, we beseech You to giveth us grace to understand Your deep things and the Life of our Blessed Master when He walked on Earth.
Oh, let us hath the honor to Feast with You, Christ Jesus, and together we shall bless and reverence Your Holy Name. Amen.
Every fall, I most look forward to entering into the season of honoring thy Holy Lord by observing the Feasts of the Lord. The Book of Exodus 23:14
I might say, it was over fourteen years ago when our most Holy Lord was gracious to place me on His Holy Calendar. In doing this, Christ granted me dreams revealing His will to honor Him by observing it.
Thy Lord knows that Rosh Hashanah hath become most special to me. I might say, for it was in the year of 2020, even before teaching on a Zoom meeting, that our Holy Lord began to first grant me the miraculous voice and speech change.
Oh, and how I giveth praise to the Eternal Spirit of God, who is most gracious to revealeth to us the deep things to pray during this most holy season. I might say, for the ministry seeks Christ in prayer and fasting during these holy days.
Might you desireth to join the ministry as we seek Him in prayer and fasting during the High Holy Days?
Holy Jesus, who is Enthroned in Heaven seated at the Right Hand of our Righteous Father; I giveth You all the praise, honor, and glory.
In Hebrews 12:2, I read in wonderment that for the blessed joy that was set before You, You braved the most greatest suffering at the Cross.
I desire to read to You once again what thy Word says in John 15:11, for it reads:
“These things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your joy might be full.”
Surely, I thank You for this blessed passage whereby You hath given revelation and instructions on how to receiveth Your joy. Marvelously, this passage reminds me of the mighty power of thy word and that in reading the Gospels, the Dearest Comforter might causeth Your Children to even receive the joy that remaineth and be full.
And so, I giveth You thanks for the revelation of thy word. And I bless You for the Spirit of God who will grant us the blessedness of joy.
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