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Prayer to Feast with our Holy God

By Apostle Tonya

Holy One of Israel, we giveth unto You all the laud, glory and honor. We declare that Ye are righteous in all Your ways and holy in all Your works. And we bless You for thy Word whereby remind us that You are nigh to all who call upon You in truth.

Righteous Father, in John 7:37, the Scripture reads: “In the last day, that great day of the Feast, Jesus stood and cried, saying, ‘If any man thirst, let him come unto Me, and drink.’ Surely, Father, we thirst after Your holiness and righteousness. And we are most grateful to our Blessed Master for teaching us even in the Gospels to honor and observe the Feasts, these most Holy Days on Your Calendar, as You have commanded of us in the Old Testament.

In awe, we read in John 7:14, of Christ, who in the midst of the Feast went to the temple and taught. How grateful we are for Your faithfulness to revealeth to us in the Scriptures that You observed the Feasts and taught them during Your Earthly Ministry. And we are most honored that You continueth to teach us today.

And so, most Holy One we beseech You even now to come and be in our midst as we seek to honor You in our worship and giving during this holy season of Rosh Hashanah. Dearest Holy Spirit, we beseech You to giveth us grace to understand Your deep things and the Life of our Blessed Master when He walked on Earth.

Oh, let us hath the honor to Feast with You, Christ Jesus, and together we shall bless and reverence Your Holy Name. Amen.

Rosh Hashanah

By Apostle Tonya

Every fall, I most look forward to entering into the season of honoring thy Holy Lord by observing the Feasts of the Lord. The Book of Exodus 23:14

I might say, it was over fourteen years ago when our most Holy Lord was gracious to place me on His Holy Calendar. In doing this, Christ granted me dreams revealing His will to honor Him by observing it.

Thy Lord knows that Rosh Hashanah hath become most special to me. I might say, for it was in the year of 2020, even before teaching on a Zoom meeting, that our Holy Lord began to first grant me the miraculous voice and speech change.

Oh, and how I giveth praise to the Eternal Spirit of God, who is most gracious to revealeth to us the deep things to pray during this most holy season. I might say, for the ministry seeks Christ in prayer and fasting during these holy days.

Might you desireth to join the ministry as we seek Him in prayer and fasting during the High Holy Days?

Our fast shall begin at sundown on Rosh Hashanah, September 22nd, and continueth on through September 24th (Guidelines are on the ministry’s website). Amen.

Morning Awe with Christ

By Apostle Tonya

Holy Jesus, who is Enthroned in Heaven seated at the Right Hand of our Righteous Father; I giveth You all the praise, honor, and glory.

In Hebrews 12:2, I read in wonderment that for the blessed joy that was set before You, You braved the most greatest suffering at the Cross.

I desire to read to You once again what thy Word says in John 15:11, for it reads:

“These things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your joy might be full.”

Surely, I thank You for this blessed passage whereby You hath given revelation and instructions on how to receiveth Your joy. Marvelously, this passage reminds me of the mighty power of thy word and that in reading the Gospels, the Dearest Comforter might causeth Your Children to even receive the joy that remaineth and be full.

And so, I giveth You thanks for the revelation of thy word. And I bless You for the Spirit of God who will grant us the blessedness of joy.

Oh, Lamb of God, we bless thee! Amen.

The Blessed Cost to Serve Christ

By Apostle Tonya

I might say, on an occasion of rest with our Dearest Comforter in the year of 2024, He was most kind to causeth me to behold the memories of certain areas of my life, wherefore I am seldom led by Him to reflect upon. Most particularly, it was memories of road trips, which I most adore, and the freedom of driving.

Incidentally, this remembrance of driving began after an occasion of a delightful time speaking with my dearest brother, Ronald. Ron was most thrilled to revealeth to me his desire to purchase the same make and color vehicle that he knew was once my most favorite vehicle. If I might say so, Ron’s heart to honor me with plans to purchase the selfsame vehicle I once owned blessed me.

And so, in unworthiness, I desireth to answer a question that I gather remaineth one of the most asked about me (that is of my operating a motor vehicle). In answering it, I might say, in the blessed Glory wherefore our Holy Lord hath chosen to use me, our Lord granted knowledge of His will in the year of 2018 for me to ceaseth driving a vehicle.

Surely, I miss the freedom of driving. I giveth Christ praise, for He is faithful to assign drivers to serve the ministry and me. Amen.

The Book of St. John’s Exposition Commentary

By Apostle Tonya

Surely, I giveth thy Holy Christ the praise for the blessed direction He hath granted me for the release of Bible Commentaries in the year of 2026.

And so, might I say, the children’ books and short eBooks release dates shall continueth to be announced separately.

Thank you most kindly for your prayers and support, dearest friends; I am most honored!

King Solomon and the Two Mothers

By Apostle Tonya

I might say, the most profound passages in the Holy Bible that may fundamentally revealeth our Holy Father’s endearment for mothers are of Christ and His blessed mother, Mary. John 19:26-27

Continuing on speaking for a moment in today’s post of the Father’s Heart for mothers, I suppose it might be well to speaketh on a passage inscripturated in the Old Testament. Recorded in 1 Kings 3:16-28, the stunning story describes the depth of a mother’s love in a courtroom.

The wisdom of King Solomon, the judge, was magnificently manifested as he presided over the case of two women who claimed to be the mother of one child.

Might I continueth on?

For as I considereth the courtroom of King Solomon, I gather it shall be well to study how wisdom might goeth before a matter. For with wisdom, the king determined the admissible evidence of two women’s hearts was sufficient to render a verdict.

Certainly the king’s testing and examining of the abundance of the women’s hearts was most astounding. Chiefly, it proved the real mother was the one whose sacrificial heart was willing to lose her child, even to the perpetrator, in order to saveth the child’s life.

Notwithstanding the Scriptures’ account of both women’s backgrounds, the king judged love with the heart of the Father.

In King Solomon’s most intriguing verdict, I suppose our Righteous Father may also desireth believers of Christ to study these passages to learn of His heart on motherhood. Perhaps this Biblical account of a mother’s love unfairly on trial might be one of the foundational Scriptures to considereth studying on motherhood.

King Solomon image © Bibleuniverse.com

Morning Prayer

By Apostle Tonya

Eternal Father, You who is holy, longsuffering, merciful and with power everlasting; I worship alone.

This morning, I arise to giveth You thanks and bless You for Your faithfulness, lovingkindness and for continuing to filleth me with the knowledge of Your will as Your Blessed Hands guide me. And, Father, I bless You today for Thine, Son, Christ Jesus, and for the loyalty of the Holy Spirit.

Blessed Holy Spirit, I beseech You to bestow upon me more grace to yield to Your perfect will. And I beseech You to govern my thoughts today according to Philippians 4:8.

Thank You for answering this prayer, Father. In the Name of Christ Jesus, I pray. Amen.

The Good Shepherd

By Apostle Tonya

In the Holy Bible, we may becometh most astonished as we read of the Son of God’s intimate teachings. For ofttimes Christ taught the multitude, granting them the blessedness of miraculous sustenance as they hungered.

And so, I suppose it is there in the Gospels of God that our Shepherd continues on with His sermons to us.

Oh, how the blessed words from eternity shall surely remindeth us in our darkest hour and most greatest moments that our Master is with us. Amen.

Questions & Answers: Purity

By Apostle Tonya

Moreover when ye fast, be not, as the hypocrites, of a sad countenance: for they disfigure their faces, that they may appear unto men to fast. Verily I say unto you, They have their reward. But thou, when thou fastest, anoint thine head, and wash thy face; that thou appear not unto men to fast, but unto thy Father which is in secret: and thy Father, which seeth in secret, shall reward thee openly. St. Matthew 6:16-18

I might say, it well so pleased the Holy Father to prepareth me for years for the time of consecration even before I was bestowed the grace to entereth it.

For as I considereth it, before the years of being set apart with thy Lord, I was chiefly led by the Spirit of God to focus on fasting in the middle of the week and reading books principally focused on the supernatural realm. Thereafter, while on a corporate thirty-day consecration, I purposed to forsake the television.

What a most blessed surprise it was for me when, after the thirty-day prayer and fasting had concluded, my desire to watch television programs had becometh a former thing.

You might say, after the occasion of that certain time of consecration unto thy Lord, it even became many years I ceased watching television. It remained so, but for what I shall say was on the occasion I was led by the Spirit of God to giveth attention to news coverage of the 2016 U.S. presidential election.

Oh, my gratitude for our Good Father, for in His kindness He began to lead me back to the enjoyment of television late in the year of 2020. I may say, Christ bestowed the blessedness of His grace upon me to return to television by watching episodes of the children’s television program “Sesame Street,” and “Elmo’s World.”

Quite likely, our Lord, in His lovingkindness, led me to this particular program because I had invariably been intrigued with puppets. In it, I discovered I most enjoyed watching Elmo and his fish!

Might I now speaketh of my dearest son, Tony? For it was my most generous son who gifted me Elmo, a talking puppet during the Christmas of 2019. I might say, the red fuzzy puppet was the only gift I desired that Christmas.

And so, I suppose Tony shares the story of that certain Christmas whereby I desired only a children’s toy. Ofttimes, he now may even be heard saying, “No one can touch my mother’s Elmo. She loves her Elmo!” Smile.

Surely, I praise thy Lord for my son.

Morning Prayer for Peace

By Apostle Tonya

Dearest Master, who rules and reigns, I arise to giveth Thee thanks for the Cross and Thine Lordship.

In the magnificence of this morning, I come before Thee filled with awe and most grateful for Thine faithfulness and trust to call me to serve You and my dearest brethren, Holy One.

And so, as I remembereth the blessed day the Eternal Spirit of God instructed me to launch the podcast and teacheth the Gospels, I beseech Thee for the strength to continue to do so with joy and gladness.

Might Thou also hearest me as I pray for those who hath blessed my heart in this season, even listening and sharing the teachings? Son of Peace, might Thou grant them the blessedness of peace, wherefore surpasses understanding?

How I giveth Thee praise for attending to my voice and supplications, Master. In Thine Name, I seal this prayer. Amen.