By Apostle Tonya
Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prospereth. 3 John 1:2
This past summer, during what would became a most intense season of spiritual warfare thy Blessed Master was faithful to remind me of dreams and visions which revealed its origin. Surely, thy Lord is loyal to His Children who are in covenant with Him. In His faithfulness, while in prayer the Father began confirming that the years of prophetic warnings of this were now being fulfilled. The revelation of it manifesting sent waves of my denial and brokenness. It immediately became a most tragic season where I became silently acquainted with grief. Our Merciful Father is our refuge and strength, a very present help in our times of trouble and He faithfully remained my comfort. Often, Angels would increase and strengthen me in order for me to receive and carry out the Blessed One’s will.
Ofttimes, I received from the Holy Spirit as a young girl; not desiring to hear her Father’s truth concerning an enemy. This emotional response cost me in warfare, for it is the Father’s Truth which is our shield and buckler. What seemingly occurred throughout the years as I engaged in warfare close to my heart would be a breach in the realm of the Spirit. I would come to know that attacks on our emotions is certainly one of the most subtle attacks of the enemy to destroy believers and attempt to kill destinies.
Surely, I have learned a marvelous truth: it is in our surrendering unto thy Lord where He gently attend unto the most vulnerable places in our hearts. Dear ones, His Bosom is the place where we can dwell safely, findeth rest and continue with our assignments. The Lord’s Chambers is where perfect love casteth out fear. The spirit of fear can govern our emotions and it releases wounds in the soul.Often we unknowingly give place to the enemy in our lives by lacking self-control and without exercising discretion in the emotional management of attacks that are sent to our hearts. This is why we must be diligent to guard our hearts with all diligence from the enemy. I encourage you to remaineth pure in heart, for it is the key to remaining hidden from the deceiver.
Consequently, the trauma in my soul began to manifest shortly after I accepted the revelation from thy Lord of which by His grace I have written. Compounding on this season, for thy Lord’s glory, was an affliction in my body which began to become increasingly painful. Suddenly, as I slept I became awakened by great pain on my right-side. Oftentimes, the Holy Spirit, our faithful Comforter would supernaturally move my body to remind me He was with me in this suffering. Howbeit, the Movements of thy Lord would eventually come to an end without me having received the Master’s healing. How ofttimes I pleaded with thy Healer to heal!
Months would pass by before I would discern what it was the Faithful One expected me to learn in the afflictions: it was His will for me to learn how to pray for the sick. The healing would not be released until the trauma in the soul from that past season of spiritual warfare, its knowledge and revelation of it were bound. Our Blessed Lord Jesus, the Sun of Righteousness touched my body to heal after I had received the soul healing from the enemy’s trauma.
Beloved, your souls wounds must receive the Blessed Blood of our Lord Jesus. The Blood of the Lamb heals the oppressed and bindeth up the wounds. How God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Ghost and with power: who went about doing good, and healing all that were oppressed of the devil; for God was with him. Acts 10:38. Amen.
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