He is Risen

By Apostle Tonya

In the end of the sabbath, as it began to dawn toward the first day of the week, came Mary Magdalene and the other Mary to see the sepulchre.  And, behold, there was a great earthquake: for the angel of the Lord descended from heaven, and came and rolled back the stone from the door, and sat upon it.  His countenance was like lightning, and his raiment white as snow:  And for fear of him the keepers did shake, and became as dead men.  And the angel answered and said unto the women, Fear not ye: for I know that ye seek Jesus, which was crucified.  He is not here: for he is risen, as he said. Come, see the place where the Lord lay.  And go quickly, and tell his disciples that he is risen from the dead; and, behold, he goeth before you into Galilee; there shall ye see him: lo, I have told you.  And they departed quickly from the sepulchre with fear and great joy; and did run to bring his disciples word.  And as they went to tell his disciples, behold, Jesus met them, saying, All hail. And they came and held him by the feet, and worshipped Him.   
Matthew 28:1-9

Prophetic Dream about The Royal Family

By Apostle Tonya

He revealeth the deep and secret things: he knoweth what is in the darkness, and the light dwelleth with him.  Daniel 2:22

Ofttimes, after I have awakened from the honor of receiving a dream in my sleep; I sit in awe of El De’ot and His love for us.  Just a few days ago, as I sat with thy Lord concerning certain dreams He had bestowed upon me of the Royal Family; He was ever-faithful to trust me with His Heart and concern for both Queen Elizabeth II and Prince Harry.  Beloved, I am most honored the Blessed Holy Spirit has led me to share this prophetic dream here on Heaven’s Pen.  

In the dream, I was most surprised as I saw Charles, the Prince of Wales sitting alone on a simple park bench.  I watched as Prince Charles sat tearfully (in what appeared to be in the Presence of the Lord God in prayer). 

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Jesus, our Perfect Gift

by Apostle Tonya

As we prepare to celebrate our Risen Lord’s Resurrection; I have experienced a marvelous time with the Holy Spirit preparing for teachings.   The Blessed One has faithfully led me in a season of discovery of ancient books on thy Lord, documentaries and several Christian family movies to further my study of the Lord’s Footsteps during His Earthly ministry.  In this, I have enjoyed the most precious child-like moments delighting in Jesus. 

Most recently, I wrote of watching a movie whereby had become most dear to me about our Beloved Lord.  The Perfect Gift is a pure motion picture portrayed by actors with hearts of the King. It is not one from Hollywood to share only of a Biblical account of Jesus, rather, this pure film accurately depicts the Heart of our Lord and is both directed and portrayed by Jefferson Moore whom the Lord chose to prepare for his assignment at His Feet.  Surely, what was poured into him is one of the treasures of our Risen Lord, His lowliness.


What I suppose is the most thought-provoking scene about our Perfect Gift unfolded at its conclusion when Mr. Moore (portraying our Lord in another form) delivered his most powerful line and stated, quite simply:  

“The thing that fills people heart usually starts to show up everywhere around them.”  

For many days, I have pondered on this profound statement with great tears for the Blessed Lord.  Because for me, it is my love for Jesus; it surrounds me everywhere. It’s also this ministry which was birthed after years of prayer and built by the Lord Jesus with His Directions given in His Appearances to me and in my dreams.  And, it is the Holy Bible which I hold tightly and is beside me even while I am asleep. 

Let us giveth the Eternal One reverence and honor for giving us, His Son, our Redeemer, the Ultimate Sacrifice:  The Christ who was Crucified for our sins and raised up on the third day by our Holy Father who shewed Him openly and most triumphantly.  Amen. 

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Revival is Coming

by Apostle Tonya

This year, as the Body of Christ prepare to gather to celebrate the miraculous Resurrection of our Blessed Lord Jesus many continue to face a Church which doors yet remain close or are banned from worshipping the Lord as a result of the pandemic and laws governed by their state.  Be not dismayed, the gates that temporarily prohibit our corporate fellowship that the Lord has promise flourishes and empower us shall come down.  And the Lord says, We shall reap the spoils of the war and rejoice with a revival that will sweep throughout our land.  

A prayer of Habakkuk the prophet upon Shigionoth.  O Lord, I have heard thy speech, and was afraid:  O Lord, revive thy work in the midst of the years, in the midst of the years make known; in wrath remember mercy.  Habakkuk 3:1-2

Pursuing Jesus

By Apostle Tonya

This is the generation of them that seek him, that seek thy face, O Jacob.  Selah.  Psalm 24:6

Ofttimes, people ask what it is I pray to our Blessed Father that result in His swift answers.  I gather it is simply my love for Him that often move the Father’s Heart and tips the Bowl.  Revelation 5:8

If I may, I would like to share what I discovered over the course of a few years when I spent night and day resting at the Feet of our Lord Jesus.  Thy Lord most desire to spend time with us and has often kept me in His Presence to protect me. And the Lord also honors the relationship that we develop with Him in prayer and cherishes the time we sit in His Blessed Presence.  

Many times, we may found ourselves overwhelmed with what we must accomplish in a day. Thus, it may appear to you impossible to set aside a great length of quiet time with the Lord Jesus, but our Lord desire it.  Our Beloved Lord adores when we seek Him early in the morning and oftentimes we do not arise with our hearts directed toward Him in thanks.  Yet, the Lord Jesus is faithful to wait for us.  There are times, we can become consumed with our professions, spouses, text messages and social media.  Dear ones, the Lord should be the first we speak to every morning in our hearts, our eyes should behold His glory first.  Even in marriage, we must riseth while it is yet night and give our adoration to our Rose of Sharon, the Lord Jesus.  This is the heart after God’s own.

Most surely, you can easily remember the experience of falling in love.  Love will give you a desire to know even the smallest details about the person who has captured your heart.  This, I too, most enjoyed.  Yet, I desire to love thy Lord the most and pursue Him throughout my day by studying the Footsteps that He walked on Earth.  I also enjoy reading and listening to the Word of God and worshipping the Lord Jesus.  Most recently, I began watching television after nearly 11 years without it.  While I most enjoy watching Elmo; there are quite a few pure movies which have recently become favorites of mine.  Particularly, a movie about the Lord which aptly reenacted His Heart.  In this movie, the brilliant actor who portrayed our King astonishingly captured the lowly Heart of whom I love the most, Jesus.  

I am most grateful that despite me our Blessed One abodes in my home and also in the ministry workspace where He is exalted with glorious worship.  As believers, we must seek to keep the Lord welcomed in our hearts, homes, ministries and His Church.  I encourage you to guard your hearts from any teaching that does not exalt the Father, Son and the Holy Spirit.

In the Book of John, Chapter 14 verse 21,  the Lord Jesus’ Discussion with His Disciples continued with a most profound commandment:  

“He that hath my commandments, and keepeth them, he it is that loveth me:  and he that loveth me shall be loved of my Father, and I will love him, and will manifest myself to him.  

Our obedience to Him is what our Lord has commanded.  An obedient heart is a heart that loves the Lord Jesus no matter what it may cost.  Most surely, there is a great price we must pay when we obey our Blessed One.  Yet, thy Lord is faithful.  He responds to our obedience gloriously as He also does to our tears of prayer.  I most certainly can say that He has never forsaken me in those painful nights with my pillow drenched with tears.  As the psalmist David most poignantly wrote in Psalm 6:6:  I am weary with my groaning; all the night make I my bed to swim; I water my couch with my tears.

I am grateful for the Holy Spirit whom gathered each tear of my sufferings; just as He gathered every Drop of our Beloved Jesus’ Blood that was Shed for us. His Love for us is unmeasurable. Surely our moans and tears swiftly move the Heart of our Father!  

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Prophetic Dream about President Joe Biden

By Apostle Tonya

Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come.  John 16:13

Thy Lord continues in His faithfulness and lovingkindness to show those things to come in our Blessed Country.  In a recent dream, I was with three of my family members watching a President of the United States speak.  The Former President appeared downhearted as he spoke into a microphone:  “Joe Biden is sick.”  These startling words were the only ones spoken by him that I heard him speak in the dream.

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Prayer of Thanksgiving for the Holy Spirit

By Apostle Tonya

Blessed One of Israel, we enter into Your gates with thanksgiving and praise; thanking You for Your mercy, grace and for causing us to hear thy lovingkindness every morning.  Wonderful Father, we declare that You are a Holy God and we reverence You.   Father, we are honored that You giveth Ear to our petitions as written in 1 John 5:14-15.  This morning, as we receive from You new mercies; we arise to giveth You thanks for our Beloved Lord Jesus and the Holy Spirit.  Thank You for the Word as written in John 14:16:   And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter, that he may abide with you for ever.  Thy Lord promised the Disciples that He would pray for another Comforter who would abide with them forever.  Lord, we bless and honor You for sending the precious gift of the Holy Spirit, our Dearest Comforter on Earth who dwelleth in us.  Holy Spirit, we beseech You to continue to teach us to be Your Friend and we thank You for Your Wonderful Presence that remaineth.  We love and adore you, Blessed Holy Spirit.  Amen.

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Restraining the Enemy in Intercession

By Apostle Tonya

In the Beginning, it was the deception of the Destroyer in the Garden of Eden that caused the Fall of Man.  Today, the enemy continues with his strategy to use those who will yield to him to carry-out his conspiracies to attempt to kill, steal and destroy the Plan of Jehovah God in our lives (just as recorded in the Book of Genesis 3). 

It is the effectual prayers of the righteous which availeth us with power to restrain the enemy assignments sent against us.  As believers, we must be of a faithful spirit and exercise our dominion and authority in the spiritual realm seated in Heavenly Places.  In the spirit, we war and win.  The victory has already been secured by our Blessed Master at The Cross. 

One day, as I sat in my living room writing on intercession it was most interesting to read again the Webster’s definition of the word, restrain:  to prevent someone or something from doing something.  Marvelously, as I pondered on it, the Holy Spirit gently openeth my eyes in the spirit to the glorious art of war that manifest when we pray.  There, mighty Angels come for the Words (given to us to pray and decree) of the Great Architecture to restrain the enemy for our success in accomplishing His Divine Plan. 

Further into my study, in the Strong’s Hebrew Concordance I was surprised at the strength in the word matsar which is defined in the English language as restraint, control.  Consequently, the definition of matsar which means to hold back from acting accurately depicts what occurs in the spirit when we pray as our Lord Jesus has taught us in Matthew 6:9-13.  Our prayers hold back the enemy from acting against us!  This is a most powerful truth manifested in the intercession ministry of a pure heart; as it most certainly was with the Apostle Peter. 

Certainly, one of my most dearest chapters in the Bible is that of the courageous Queen Esther handing Haman the Agagite (the enemy of the Jews) a magnificent defeat as she called a fast to intercede for the Jews.  Esther 4.  As you recall, the story of Haman’s plot to annihilate the Jews began shortly after his promotion.  We read of his tragic plan unfolding most profoundly in Esther 3:6:  

And he thought scorn to lay hands on Mordecai alone; for they had shewed him the people of Mordecai:  wherefore Haman sought to destroy all the Jews that were throughout the whole kingdom of Ahasuerus, even the people of Mordecai. 

The enemy entered into the heart of Haman who was second-in-command to King Ahasuerus.  The Devourer sought Haman’s heart to carry-out his plan to annihilate the Jews.  Haman, even ensured that his plan was published that all Jews, both young and old would be destroyed and killed.  The Scripture records the great mourning among the Jews as they learned of this decree.  Esther, after receiving word from Mordecai of the decree called a fast to restrain the enemy.  It was effectual fervent prayers that restrained the Destroyer and the boldness and wisdom of Esther which ultimately overturned satan’s plan.  Esther 7:9-10, Esther 8:5, Esther 8:7-14.  Thy Lord’s will was done.  Amen. 

Father, I decree Your Son, the King of Glory will giveth grace for your intercessors to persevere in prayer and overturn every assignment fashioned for their failure.  Thy will be done, Father.  In the Name of Yeshua Hamashiach, Amen. 

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The Lord’s Supper

By Apostle Tonya

The Lord is my strength and song, and is become my salvation.  Psalm 118:14

In the First Book of Corinthians, Chapter 11 verse 23, the Apostle Paul delivers a most profound revelation to the Church in Corinth for which He received from the Blessed Lord Jesus of what includes most certainly, the greatest betrayal. In this, the Apostle Paul giveth to us the suffering of our Lord’s betrayal by His Disciple, Judas during the Lord’s Last Supper and how to partake in Holy Communion.

“And when he had given thanks, he brake it, and said, Take, eat:  this is my body, which is broken for you:  this do in remembrance of me.” 1 Corinthians 11:24

The Communion of the Lord must be done with honor unto Him and with His Children walking in unity.  When we walk not with thy Lord; we are not worthy to partake of eating the Bread and drinking from the Cup of the Holy One.

Let us read the Apostle Paul’s rebuke to the Corinthians concerning division as written in 1 Corinthians, Chapter 11, verses 17 through 18:

“Now in this that I declare unto you I praise you not, that ye come together not for the better, but for the worse.  For first of all, when ye come together in the church, I hear that there be divisions among you; and I partly believe it.”

The Apostle declares that the Corinthians were unworthy of Communion because of the division and heresies in the Church.  We read further of the flesh in the Church and the grieving of the Blessed Holy Spirit; as there became a spirit of division that entered into their hearts as written in 1 Corinthians 11:21:

“For in eating every one taketh before other his own supper: and one is hungry, and another is drunken.”

We must guard our hearts with all diligence and keep it tender for thy Master. Daily, we must enter into His Chambers delighting in Him, our First Love, focusing on The Cross.  Lest never forget as we sup; the greatest love and suffering for us by our Beloved Lord.  In His Blessed Presence, yield to the Holy Spirit as He may place on your heart that day over 2000 years ago when Envy walked to apprehend the Lord Jesus from His Secret Place and then arrest Him!

The Holy Spirit is faithful to cause us to be graced with faithfulness to honor the Lord’s Sacrifice and as our Comforter on Earth will continue to make our hearts love the Lord Jesus more than these.  Let us take our seat in this most intimate time and remember thy Faithful One.  Beloved, enter in with thanksgiving and praise for the King of Kings and Lord of Lords; just as He praised our Father God on the night of His Betrayal.

For how might we praise thy Lord during this time of Communion with Him?  We adore, praise and honor Him by recognizing His Jewish roots.

Our Lord Jesus would have observed Passover on that faithful Night of His Betrayal with The Four Cups of Passover.  The Messiah, our Risen Lord would have recited Grace over the Third Cup and over Hallel, The Fourth Cup – Cup of Praise, the Lord sang praises unto His Father with His Disciples from Psalms 113 through 118. Hallelujah!

May we continue to follow the Lord’s Footsteps and ask the Father, our Eternal One for grace for it. Amen.

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Dream about President Biden

By Apostle Tonya

Thy Kingdom come. Thy will be done in Earth, as it is in Heaven. Matthew 6:10

In the early morning of Inauguration Day 2021, (a few hours before the President-Elect was sworn in as the 46th President of the United States) I was bestowed a dream about the new President. In this dream, I saw President Biden standing alone behind a blue podium.  Behind the new President was what appeared to be a replica of the “Operation Warp Speed” screen that former President Donald J. Trump used during his announcements of the progression of the Coronavirus vaccinations.  The screen was fairly empty with one or two unknown logos on it; in different locations on the screen.

Thereafter, as I watched President Biden speaking, I saw a Sign from the Lord of anger coming soon because of the new Administration changes concerning the Coronavirus (COVID-19).

Let us remain faithful to ask thy Lord for His strength and power to pray for our Country.  Amen.

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