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Remembering my beloved mother

By Apostle Tonya

Days before my mother’s transition to Heaven, I was led by the Blessed Holy Spirit to remaineth with her for a certain time in her blessed home filled with the aroma of prayers and her unwavering faith to be healed from a sickness whereby had afflicted her most greatly. Thy Lord’s grace was sufficient for me to care for His Daughter during this time whereby ofttimes I became overcome in tears as I discerned the Holy Presence surrounding my mother was most unusual. Those precious days spent doing my mother’s hair and dressing her would become our final days together on Earth.

My dearest mother, and first best-friend lived a joyous and abundant life for the Lord Jesus she pleased. Mother answered every telephone call with a song exalting our Blessed Master. She most enjoyed worshipping thy Lord and reading the Holy Bible wherefore our Risen Christ bestowed a generous grace of wisdom upon her to teach.

And so, today, I honor the day of her birth, and giveth thy Father the praise, glory and honor for giving her a most blessed life.

Thy Lord Heals

By Apostle Tonya

Who in the days of his flesh, when he had offered up prayers and supplications with strong crying and tears unto him that was able to save him from death, and was heard in that he feared. Hebrews 5:7

Surely, thy Holy God’s mercy endureth forever. For as I considereth it, it is when we humble ourselves before our Father and offereth our prayers and supplications we might even entereth into the Throne Room of God.

I may say then, it is seated there before our Holy One that His merciful Heart shall receiveth our most robust tears for our healing.

The Birth of Christ

By Apostle Tonya

Surely, I am grateful to thy Lord Christ for October’s Monthly Glory Offer for I promised to launch stationery this year. I might say, the notecards shall be a small collection principally with Scriptures and quotes from my heart about our Dearest Master.

And so, I pray The Birth of Christ matte note cards shall be a most holy inclusion to your stationery collection. It shall be available October 1st on the website.

Thy Lord be praised!

Prayer to Feast with our Holy God

By Apostle Tonya

Holy One of Israel, we giveth unto You all the laud, glory and honor. We declare that Ye are righteous in all Your ways and holy in all Your works. And we bless You for thy Word whereby remind us that You are nigh to all who call upon You in truth.

Righteous Father, in John 7:37, the Scripture reads: “In the last day, that great day of the Feast, Jesus stood and cried, saying, ‘If any man thirst, let him come unto Me, and drink.’ Surely, Father, we thirst after Your holiness and righteousness. And we are most grateful to our Blessed Master for teaching us even in the Gospels to honor and observe the Feasts, these most Holy Days on Your Calendar, as You have commanded of us in the Old Testament.

In awe, we read in John 7:14, of Christ, who in the midst of the Feast went to the temple and taught. How grateful we are for Your faithfulness to revealeth to us in the Scriptures that You observed the Feasts and taught them during Your Earthly Ministry. And we are most honored that You continueth to teach us today.

And so, most Holy One we beseech You even now to come and be in our midst as we seek to honor You in our worship and giving during this holy season of Rosh Hashanah. Dearest Holy Spirit, we beseech You to giveth us grace to understand Your deep things and the Life of our Blessed Master when He walked on Earth.

Oh, let us hath the honor to Feast with You, Christ Jesus, and together we shall bless and reverence Your Holy Name. Amen.

Rosh Hashanah

By Apostle Tonya

Every fall, I most look forward to entering into the season of honoring thy Holy Lord by observing the Feasts of the Lord. The Book of Exodus 23:14

I might say, it was over fourteen years ago when our most Holy Lord was gracious to place me on His Holy Calendar. In doing this, Christ granted me dreams revealing His will to honor Him by observing it.

Thy Lord knows that Rosh Hashanah hath become most special to me. I might say, for it was in the year of 2020, even before teaching on a Zoom meeting, that our Holy Lord began to first grant me the miraculous voice and speech change.

Oh, and how I giveth praise to the Eternal Spirit of God, who is most gracious to revealeth to us the deep things to pray during this most holy season. I might say, for the ministry seeks Christ in prayer and fasting during these holy days.

Might you desireth to join the ministry as we seek Him in prayer and fasting during the High Holy Days?

Our fast shall begin at sundown on Rosh Hashanah, September 22nd, and continueth on through September 24th (Guidelines are on the ministry’s website). Amen.

Morning Awe with Christ

By Apostle Tonya

Holy Jesus, who is Enthroned in Heaven seated at the Right Hand of our Righteous Father; I giveth You all the praise, honor, and glory.

In Hebrews 12:2, I read in wonderment that for the blessed joy that was set before You, You braved the most greatest suffering at the Cross.

I desire to read to You once again what thy Word says in John 15:11, for it reads:

“These things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your joy might be full.”

Surely, I thank You for this blessed passage whereby You hath given revelation and instructions on how to receiveth Your joy. Marvelously, this passage reminds me of the mighty power of thy word and that in reading the Gospels, the Dearest Comforter might causeth Your Children to even receive the joy that remaineth and be full.

And so, I giveth You thanks for the revelation of thy word. And I bless You for the Spirit of God who will grant us the blessedness of joy.

Oh, Lamb of God, we bless thee! Amen.

The Blessed Cost to Serve Christ

By Apostle Tonya

I might say, on an occasion of rest with our Dearest Comforter in the year of 2024, He was most kind to causeth me to behold the memories of certain areas of my life, wherefore I am seldom led by Him to reflect upon. Most particularly, it was memories of road trips, which I most adore, and the freedom of driving.

Incidentally, this remembrance of driving began after an occasion of a delightful time speaking with my dearest brother, Ronald. Ron was most thrilled to revealeth to me his desire to purchase the same make and color vehicle that he knew was once my most favorite vehicle. If I might say so, Ron’s heart to honor me with plans to purchase the selfsame vehicle I once owned blessed me.

And so, in unworthiness, I desireth to answer a question that I gather remaineth one of the most asked about me (that is of my operating a motor vehicle). In answering it, I might say, in the blessed Glory wherefore our Holy Lord hath chosen to use me, our Lord granted knowledge of His will in the year of 2018 for me to ceaseth driving a vehicle.

Surely, I miss the freedom of driving. I giveth Christ praise, for He is faithful to assign drivers to serve the ministry and me. Amen.

The Book of St. John’s Exposition Commentary

By Apostle Tonya

Surely, I giveth thy Holy Christ the praise for the blessed direction He hath granted me for the release of Bible Commentaries in the year of 2026.

And so, might I say, the children’ books and short eBooks release dates shall continueth to be announced separately.

Thank you most kindly for your prayers and support, dearest friends; I am most honored!

King Solomon and the Two Mothers

By Apostle Tonya

I might say, the most profound passages in the Holy Bible that may fundamentally revealeth our Holy Father’s endearment for mothers are of Christ and His blessed mother, Mary. John 19:26-27

Continuing on speaking for a moment in today’s post of the Father’s Heart for mothers, I suppose it might be well to speaketh on a passage inscripturated in the Old Testament. Recorded in 1 Kings 3:16-28, the stunning story describes the depth of a mother’s love in a courtroom.

The wisdom of King Solomon, the judge, was magnificently manifested as he presided over the case of two women who claimed to be the mother of one child.

Might I continueth on?

For as I considereth the courtroom of King Solomon, I gather it shall be well to study how wisdom might goeth before a matter. For with wisdom, the king determined the admissible evidence of two women’s hearts was sufficient to render a verdict.

Certainly the king’s testing and examining of the abundance of the women’s hearts was most astounding. Chiefly, it proved the real mother was the one whose sacrificial heart was willing to lose her child, even to the perpetrator, in order to saveth the child’s life.

Notwithstanding the Scriptures’ account of both women’s backgrounds, the king judged love with the heart of the Father.

In King Solomon’s most intriguing verdict, I suppose our Righteous Father may also desireth believers of Christ to study these passages to learn of His heart on motherhood. Perhaps this Biblical account of a mother’s love unfairly on trial might be one of the foundational Scriptures to considereth studying on motherhood.

Morning Prayer

By Apostle Tonya

Eternal Father, You who is holy, longsuffering, merciful and with power everlasting; I worship alone.

This morning, I arise to giveth You thanks and bless You for Your faithfulness, lovingkindness and for continuing to filleth me with the knowledge of Your will as Your Blessed Hands guide me. And, Father, I bless You today for Thine, Son, Christ Jesus, and for the loyalty of the Holy Spirit.

Blessed Holy Spirit, I beseech You to bestow upon me more grace to yield to Your perfect will. And I beseech You to govern my thoughts today according to Philippians 4:8.

Thank You for answering this prayer, Father. In the Name of Christ Jesus, I pray. Amen.