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Remembering my Mother’s Joy

By Apostle Tonya

Days before my mother’s transition to Heaven, I was led by the Blessed Holy Spirit to remaineth with her for a certain time in her blessed home filled with the aroma of prayers and her unwavering faith to be healed from a sickness whereby had afflicted her most greatly. Thy Lord’s grace was sufficient for me to care for His Daughter during this time whereby ofttimes I became overcome in tears as I discerned the Holy Presence surrounding my mother was most unusual. Those precious days spent doing my mother’s hair and dressing her would become our final days together on Earth.

My dearest mother, and first best-friend lived a joyous and abundant life for the Lord Jesus she pleased. Mother answered every telephone call with a song exalting our Blessed Master. She most enjoyed worshipping thy Lord and reading the Holy Bible wherefore her Friend, our Risen Lord bestowed a generous grace of wisdom upon her to teach.

It hath been quite some years since my beloved mother departed this Earth for her Heavenly Home. Yet, I must say for me a long season of mourning was spent. I am most thankful to our Blessed Master, our Healer who healed my broken-heart from the unexpected transition of my mother to His Everlasting Arms years ago. And today, as I honor the day of her birth, I giveth our Risen Lord the praise, glory and honor for giving her a blessed life.

Finding Rest in Christ in Troublous Times

By Apostle Tonya

Truly my soul finds rest in God; my salvation comes from Him. Psalm 62:1

I encourageth you whom may be anxious in these troublous times watching the news and heartbreaking footage of the war in Israel to be sensitive to the yielding of the Holy Spirit to rest in Him in this season. Surely, it is in His blessed presence wherefore we receiveth the Blessed Master’ peace which passeth all understanding.

And so, it is my prayer for you today that you find rest in Him as you continue to pray for peace in Jerusalem.

The Holy Presence of God

By Apostle Tonya

This past August, after I spent a time delighting with the Dearest Holy Spirit, there suddenly descended the blessedness of the Holy Father’s majesty and glory wherefore filled the room. The First Book of Kings, Chapter 8, verses 10-11.

And so, on this occasion of the Blessed Majesty’s presence, the astonishing splendor of His holiness and blessed glory was without Heaven’s symphony.

And surely, I felt most unworthy of beholding our Holy Lord’s holiness and power. And for many hours after this manifestation of His Glory I held no strength to even walk or stand. I might say it continued to be even so as the dawn of the morning arrived.

Surely, thy Lord is a most holy and powerful God!

Blessed Vision and Dream of the Risen Christ

By Apostle Tonya

Days before the surprise attack on Israel by Hamas wherefore led Israeli Prime Minister, Benjamin Netanyahu to declare war, I might say I was most uncomfortable in prayer and throughout my days.

And during one of the occasions of abiding for comfort, the Holy Spirit granted me a vision of our Blessed Master. In it, I saw Christ Jesus appearing to walk amidst people in the earth.

Most gloriously, the vision was quite similar to a dream granted to me several years ago. And as I beheld the vision, the Holy Spirit immediately brought to my remembrance the vision in a dream. I must say, seldom hath thy Lord even granted me the same dream or vision twice. Yet, there were more significant details in my dream than in the vision.

In the dream, I was an eyewitness of our most Wonderful Counsellor as He walked throughout a building on the earth. And, how mighty was it? For Christ Jesus walked among His Children in present day. As I fastened my eyes on Him, it was most particularly Christ’ Height, Hair and ancient Garments which were attended to by me most closely. Our Risen Christ gloriously appeared to be a Man who was approximately six-feet tall. Our Lord was silent.

And so, I might say since the war (and the vision thy Lord have Directed me to share today with you) He was surely most compassionate to grant me the selfsame response twice when I inquired of Him about the war in Israel.

May we continue to remaineth encouraged in thy Lord, abounding in thanksgiving and prayer. Amen.

For Such A Time As This

By Apostle Tonya

So Esther was taken to King Ahasuerus, into his royal palace, in the tenth month, which is the month of Tebeth, in the seventh year of his reign. Esther 2:16

Our Holy God, who was most conspicuously silent in the Book of Esther certainly appeared to have bestowed His grace and favor upon His courageous, Daughter. For in her story, we are enthralled with fear and reverence for His Majesty, and an uncharacteristically humble Queen.

Surely, we might conclude it was the blessedness of Esther’s pure heart wherefore the Great Architect decided to use in His Plan to save the Jews. For such a time, she was sent to win the heart of the persian king, Ahasuerus. In it, this foremother of faith pleased her Lord and fulfilled a most dramatic and historic, Divine assignment.

Excerpt from: For Such a Time as This: A Devotional of Wisdom, Grace and Glory by Apostle Tonya

The Cross of the Son of God

By Apostle Tonya

Surely, what I hath learned reading in the Scriptures about the sufferings of the Blessed Master, is in it, He is fundamentally teaching us how we might courageously partake in His sufferings with seasons of tragic injustices, persecutions and afflictions. And it might be well with us if our Great Sufferer should allow us the valley seasons; for its bruising shall sanctify our hearts, teacheth us how to love and even to becometh His Friend.

And so, I giveth Christ all the laud, honor, and glory for allowing my seasons of sufferings and delighting in His mercy to bless me with miracles. Surely, we overcometh by His Blood and the word of our testimony.

Thank you most kindly for your stunning and astonishing support of “For Every Miracle” whereby aired on the podcast during the early summer. It is my prayer if you hath not already done so, you shall be encouraged to listen to “The Cross of Jesus Christ”. May it encourageth you and build your faith if you are in waiting on Christ to answereth your prayers for healing. Amen.

Seasons of Fasting and Prayer

By Apostle Tonya

For quite some years, it was our Holy Father’s will to call me unto Himself for what I might suppose I expected to have been one-week of consecration while I was under the weather to accredit me to serve Him differently in ministry. Yet, it was our Lord’s will to keepth me for a greater length of time to prepareth me for this most blessed ministry whereby He would choose to use me most unusually in these End-Times for His blessed glory.

Surely, I have becometh most bashful after that season. And I am most honored that many of my brethren hath desired to know how I managed to walk with our Holy Father alone for many seasons and even how life is for me now.

Our Holy Father’s grace was sufficient. For He was most generous to giveth me the grace to walk with Him alone. As our Lord began to release me from the season of consecration to returneth to public ministry, I was favored to receive His grace to adapt to a new life whereby He is most faithful to continueth to rest His blessed glory. Amen.

Thy Lord is never boring

By Apostle Tonya

Most surely, I was thrilled to receiveth an email from a kind sister from the TruPlay team whom shared with me the launch of their Biblical games and comics app for children. I might say I think it is certainly a most beautiful, safe, and ad-free platform for children! Surely, I think the Blessed Master would adore it!

And so, I pray those of you whom have children might be interested in downloading the free app and becoming a subscriber. TruPlay hath kindly offered a 7-Day trial to those that follow the ministry when you subscribe. You may click the link to subscribe, TruPlay.

God’s Broken Heart

By Apostle Tonya

On a recent occasion, I was led by the Blessed Holy Spirit to watch a succinct message on childhood trauma from a leader who consequently, I had never heard of before that time. Surely, I was most intrigued with the title of the message, and I anticipated perhaps receiving revelation from the Holy One, for He seldom grants me instruction to study on trauma.

In His mercy, the Dearest Comforter began to encourage me as I watched the compelling message; as it also included a surprising and most moving testimony on healing.

Surely, the Holy Father is most kind to perfect what concerneth us. Because for many years, I had been inquiring of Him to engender His emotive to me of when I endured a season of childhood trauma. Oh, and how ofttimes I reminded the Father of Scriptures wherefore stirred my heart of Him revealing His soul concerning His Children!

In His lovingkindness, as I watched this certain message thy Lord was most gracious to answereth me as I beheld the sudden echo of a memory of childhood trauma and asked Him once again, “Holy Lord, did it break Your Heart?”

Thereafter, our Dearest Comforter granted me a most profound vision of a gigantic broken red heart. In the broken place of the heart there was a blessed white cloud until its end. Our Lord had most kindly led me to this message to giveth me this most dramatic answer.

And so, I might say to you whom may hath endured trauma: In the valley of your suffering season Christ might hath felt uncomfortably silent; yet, our Merciful Lord was with you, and it broke His Blessed Heart.

Ofttimes what I hath learned is our Father who is chiefly loyal to us may even allow certain sufferings to manifest in our lives for others; just as our Blessed Master endureth trauma and suffering for us. Be most encouraged and if you have not done so, forgiveth those who might have hurt or wounded you.

Christ shall be glorified in your shame and sufferings. Amen.

Do you Know, Jesus?

By Apostle Tonya

Surely, the Dearest Holy Spirit hath been most kind to encourageth me about the ministry’s recent campaign launch, “Do You Know, Jesus?” For ofttimes in the past two weeks He hath bestowed visions of the selfsame bell ringing and of the late Evangelist Reinhard Bonnke to revealeth to me precious souls hath been accepting Christ into their hearts. Most holy!

Be glorified in the Earth, Blessed Master!

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