Worshiping our Beloved Master

By Apostle Tonya

Might it please the Blessed Son of the Highest to answereth questions about my worship ministry?

Perhaps I shall begin with an occasion in the year of 2018, when the Blessed Master was most gracious to grant me certain revelations of moments during my childhood, wherefore our Beloved One was right there with me. How blessed it was in those days; wherefore I now remembereth singing and sitting on my bed at five years old in the midst of an atmosphere of Heaven!

I might suppose at this young age the Eternal Father, in the blessedness of His mercy, bestowed upon me a certain grace to remaineth seeking Him. For the blessedness of grace, seemingly, was upon me to be disciplined and fervent in practicing to becometh whom, in His faithfulness, He was calling me to be as a woman.

Further, I shall say (in hopes of not boring you) that throughout my childhood, there was never a day I would forsake standing in front of a mirror. In the mirror, I was not most adoring my reflection. In fact, I hath never had grace to hold my countenance in high regard; Christ hast never allowed it to be so. Rather, I remembereth routinely holding in my hands a pencil-microphone, singing in the mirror. In this, I was practicing becoming the woman who would worship and adore Christ.

How most merciful is our Master! For I shall say in continuing on, as a little girl, He was most faithful to introduce me to the blessed music of the late Bishop Walter Hawkins. In this most marvelous introduction into gospel music, I sang along with Lady Tramaine Hawkins the selfsame song for years. Might I say, even as a young teenage mother, I held my dearest son, Tony, and sang the song of my heart to him from that certain album until he began walking.

Continuing on, I shall say, as a little girl, I most admired Bishop Hawkins, and Christ was most kind, for He seemingly honored my heart for Walter Hawkins’ music. For the Master granted me a most blessed honor: I was chosen at eleven years old to be a lead singer in a new Pentecostal church choir!

How I adored singing in the church choir Bishop Hawkins songs from the ‘Love Alive II’ album! Beholding the memory, I shall say, albeit the anointed lyrics were most ahead of my earthly years and spiritual walk, I was still most comfortable singing it. I might suppose listening and playing certain hymns on the piano during that selfsame season enabled me to sing in the choir for Christ.

For thy Lord’s glory, this was, I shall say, the blessed foundation of my worship ministry. Let me say also in testifying, it well agreed with Christ to perfect my singing with a most magnificent Divine Appearance in the year of 2012.