Heart of the Matter

By Apostle Tonya

Keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life. Proverbs 4:23

The formative years of my childhood spent alone was most adventurous and marvelous in a special fellowship with the Blessed Holy Father.  In 2018, during a five-month season of transition thy Lord was ever-faithful to giveth to me precious revelations of those moments during my childhood where our Beloved One was right there with me as a Friend.  Precious were the days sitting on my bed with my heart filled with joy and an atmosphere of Heaven in my bedroom as I sang.  I suppose at this young age of five-years-old, the Lord God in His mercy bestowed upon me grace to be disciplined and fervent to practice becoming whom in His faithfulness He was calling me to be.  For throughout my childhood, there was never a day I would forsake standing in front of a mirror with my hands firmly held onto the pencil-microphone practicing to become a singer.  

My beloved extended family and lifelong friends surely can testify of my unwavering love to sing, plethora of best friends and a gregarious personality.  Yet, hidden from friends and my large family was a heart ofttimes wounded by the rejection of my imperfect and developing gift.  Ofttimes after singing publicly I was left humiliated.  The popularity I enjoyed throughout my childhood in the Brooklyn neighborhood I resided in was often absent when I sang.  Yet, it most pleased thy Lord for me to endure this heartache of rejection and the continual seasons of the bruising of my heart for its purity.  Blessed be the Lord for His favor and grace to revisit those dear memories whereby opened my eyes of understanding to see even then the Blessed One was using humiliation, rejection and suffering to prepare me for this unusual ministry. 

The first blessed occasion of the Beloved Master’s Appearance to me while I was awake was most marvelous.  I was lying on the floor underneath an opened pair of bay windows and suddenly my First Love entered through one of its windows and appeared to me most splendidly in His Glorious Light.  As I laid and beheld His Glory, thy Lord spoke to me in languages I had never heard before that time.  My heart is overwhelmed with His Love as I write and recall the day I nodded my head in agreement with the Lord’s will as if I had been given the grace to understand the multitude of languages spoken by our Beloved One.  In my spirit, I also answered the Lamb of God with two-simple words: “Yes, Lord.”  

Days after thy Lord Jesus Appearance to me, the miracle of His visitation was fully revealed while I was worshipping Him:  my mouth was filled with spontaneous worship with the sound of Heaven.  It is there when thy Blessed Comforter spoke most profoundly to me of the miracle that had occurred when He said to me:  “His eye is on the sparrow.”  Thy Lord Jesus whom I love the most had answereth the prayers of my childhood during His visitation.  I could sing for His glory!  Most wonderfully, thy Healer was merciful to also healeth my heart from the childhood shame of a voice not perfected by His blessed glory.  What a wonder You are O Master!  

During a season in the year of 2013, I was sent by the Lord to reside temporarily in Michigan.  The Blessed Master was most generous to giveth unto me during that pivotal season two most faithful spiritual children who honored me.  Their honor moved the Father’s Heart and in His lovingkindness, Abba Father, opened an portal of Heaven of magnificent signs and wonders inside of the temple (my temporary home).  In awe of the Lord, my spiritual daughter at that time would implore me to worship Jesus before we prayed.  “Momma, worship the Lord,” she would often say.  Thereafter, we most delighted in the Eternal One’s power, splendor and glory. How favored we were to be caught up in His Blessed Presence day after day!  I most cherish those days.

O Lord of hosts, God of Israel, that dwellest between the cherubims, thou art the God, even thou alone, of all the kingdoms of the earth: thou hast made heaven and earth.  Isaiah 37:16.  Oh, how Great Thou Art O Lord! 

The past season in Michigan is when the Blessed Comforter began to release dreams of the Father’s will revealing me levitating.  This season was the catalyst of change that shifted me into a life of supernatural manifestations of His glory and promises to fulfil my destiny in ministry.  Not far from this glorious realm was an season of warfare wherefore I suppose was allowed to maketh me fit for the Master’s use.  Yet, even after this season of war concluded with the birth of the ministry of levitating manifesting; the enemy continued with assignments against this ministry and me in his attempt to hinder the movement of the Glory of God that resteth upon me.  Praise our Jehovah Gibbor who is all powerful.  It is impossible to defeat Him!  Not even I can cause thy Lord to cease with His Blessed Plan to release this manifestation of His glory in these End Times (and I have surely pleaded with Him to do so).  The Holy God response to my Bread of Tears is ofttimes supernatural; He openly will show His glory in front of those He sends to surround me.  I praise His Blessed Name!  Thy will be done O Lord.

If any man defile the temple of God, him shall God destroy; for the temple of God is holy, which temple ye are.  1 Corinthians 3:17

In the Book of Proverbs, Chapter 4:23, the Scripture remind us to keep thy heart with all diligence; for out of it are the issues of life.  Dear ones, it is reading and studying the Holy Bible and worship unto our King of Glory which keepeth the hearts tender, obedient and belonging to Him alone.  Bindeth the Word of God in thine heart.  Proverbs 6:21.  The enemy has no power over the pure heart who lovest our Beautiful Lord Jesus more than our gifts, ministry, businesses and man.  The path of the just is as the shining light that shineth more and more unto the perfect day.  Amen.

2021 (c) Apostle Tonya. All Rights Reserved.

Published by Apostle Tonya

A woman after God’s own heart, Friend of Jesus who loves spending time with Him.

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