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Seasons of Fasting and Prayer

By Apostle Tonya

For quite some years, it was our Holy Father’s will to call me unto Himself for what I might suppose I expected to have been one-week of consecration while I was under the weather to accredit me to serve Him differently in ministry. Yet, it was our Lord’s will to keepth me for a greater length of time to prepareth me for this most blessed ministry whereby He would choose to use me most unusually in these End-Times for His blessed glory.

Surely, I have becometh most bashful after that season. And I am most honored that many of my brethren hath desired to know how I managed to walk with our Holy Father alone for many seasons and even how life is for me now.

Our Holy Father’s grace was sufficient. For He was most generous to giveth me the grace to walk with Him alone. As our Lord began to release me from the season of consecration to returneth to public ministry, I was favored to receive His grace to adapt to a new life whereby He is most faithful to continueth to rest His blessed glory. Amen.

Thy Lord is never boring

By Apostle Tonya

Most surely, I was thrilled to receiveth an email from a kind sister from the TruPlay team whom shared with me the launch of their Biblical games and comics app for children. I might say I think it is certainly a most beautiful, safe, and ad-free platform for children! Surely, I think the Blessed Master would adore it!

And so, I pray those of you whom have children might be interested in downloading the free app and becoming a subscriber. TruPlay hath kindly offered a 7-Day trial to those that follow the ministry when you subscribe. You may click the link to subscribe, TruPlay.

God’s Broken Heart

By Apostle Tonya

On a recent occasion, I was led by the Blessed Holy Spirit to watch a succinct message on childhood trauma from a leader who consequently, I had never heard of before that time. Surely, I was most intrigued with the title of the message, and I anticipated perhaps receiving revelation from the Holy One, for He seldom grants me instruction to study on trauma.

In His mercy, the Dearest Comforter began to encourage me as I watched the compelling message; as it also included a surprising and most moving testimony on healing.

Surely, the Holy Father is most kind to perfect what concerneth us. Because for many years, I had been inquiring of Him to engender His emotive to me of when I endured a season of childhood trauma. Oh, and how ofttimes I reminded the Father of Scriptures wherefore stirred my heart of Him revealing His soul concerning His Children!

In His lovingkindness, as I watched this certain message thy Lord was most gracious to answereth me as I beheld the sudden echo of a memory of childhood trauma and asked Him once again, “Holy Lord, did it break Your Heart?”

Thereafter, our Dearest Comforter granted me a most profound vision of a gigantic broken red heart. In the broken place of the heart there was a blessed white cloud until its end. Our Lord had most kindly led me to this message to giveth me this most dramatic answer.

And so, I might say to you whom may hath endured trauma: In the valley of your suffering season Christ might hath felt uncomfortably silent; yet, our Merciful Lord was with you, and it broke His Blessed Heart.

Ofttimes what I hath learned is our Father who is chiefly loyal to us may even allow certain sufferings to manifest in our lives for others; just as our Blessed Master endureth trauma and suffering for us. Be most encouraged and if you have not done so, forgiveth those who might have hurt or wounded you.

Christ shall be glorified in your shame and sufferings. Amen.

Do you Know, Jesus?

By Apostle Tonya

Surely, the Dearest Holy Spirit hath been most kind to encourageth me about the ministry’s recent campaign launch, “Do You Know, Jesus?” For ofttimes in the past two weeks He hath bestowed visions of the selfsame bell ringing and of the late Evangelist Reinhard Bonnke to revealeth to me precious souls hath been accepting Christ into their hearts. Most holy!

Be glorified in the Earth, Blessed Master!

Morning Prayer

By Apostle Tonya

Holy Father of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob who dwellest between the cherubims, I serve with fear, and rejoice with trembling for Ye are most holy.

Eternal One, on this day that You hath made for Your glory; I arise to bless You for Your Son, Christ Jesus, the Word who became flesh; full of grace and truth. And I bless You for the faithfulness of the Dearest Comforter.

I declare I shall sing of Your eternal love, and proclaim Your power. Might You in Your lovingkindness release Your riches from Heaven to be glorified through me? And, Father of Glory, whom I adore and honor, I beseech You to release a new sound for Thine Ears and that You would taketh pleasure in.

Thank You for receiving and answering my prayer, Holy God. I seal it with the Blood of my most Beloved Christ Jesus, Amen.

The Marriage Supper of the Lamb

By Apostle Tonya

On recent occasions, our Dearest Holy Spirit hath granted me the most holy visions. I might say, it was glimpses of Heaven revealed in the most glorious splendor; beneath the kitchen ceiling. And it was there I beheld the blessedness of what appeared to be the table for The Marriage Supper of the Lamb.

Surely, I dared not even speak to the Holy One as He unveiled this magnificent surprise from Heaven; a grandiose, Gold Table engraved in a spectacular pattern. Oh, the brilliance and majesty of our most Great Architect!

In awe, I continued to behold what was seemingly the focus; the Head of the Table. And in His kindness, the Spirit of God continued with another dramatic and holy vision of a towering Gold Chair perhaps for the Table.

Might it be the Chair of our Blessed Lamb of God?

Answer me speedily, O God of Hosts

By Apostle Tonya

Jehovah El Rachum, Merciful God, we entereth into Your gates with thanksgiving and Your Courts with praise. We giveth You thanks for Your only Begotten Son, Christ Jesus whom You hath highly exalted and given a Name which is above every name and that at His Name every knee should bow, of things in Heaven, things in Earth, things under the Earth and that every tongue should confess that He is Lord.

Merciful God, in the Book of Daniel, Chapter 9, the Holy Bible records the beloved prophet confessed his sins and that of Israel in prayer. And, lo even while Daniel was in prayer You sent the archangel, Gabriel to talk with him to giveth Daniel skill and understanding.

Let our cry cometh before You as we humble ourselves to seek You for Your forgiveness for the sins we have committed against You only. We giveth You thanks for the Spirit of God who is faithful to lead us to the Scriptures to diagnose our sins. And we thank You for our Blessed Savior and His Blood which cleanseth us from sin.

We remind You of the passage in the Old Testament; the Book of Your prophet, Isaiah Chapter 65 verse 24 which declares:

“And it shall come to pass, that before they call, I will answer; and while they are yet speaking, I will hear.”

And so, Holy One, we beseech You to defer not to answer us as we call upon You. And might You in Your mercy and compassion removeth the cloud that Thou might hath coverest Thyself so prayers should not pass through?

Surely, we thank You for releasing Your answers and we reverence, honor and adore You, Blessed Father. Amen.

Holy Robe of Christ

By Apostle Tonya

Then the soldiers, when they had crucified Jesus, took his garments, and made four parts, to every soldier a part; and also his coat: now the coat was without seam, woven from the top throughout. John 19:23

What blessed glory I was granted by the Dearest Holy Spirit!

And surely in unworthiness, I offer a testimony for the Risen Christ’ glory that I beheld a most wondrous holy vision. It was another of the Blessed Master’ Holy Garments; the Back of His Robe without seam. John 19:23-24

And so, I might say the Holy Robe our most Beloved Christ wore before His Crucifixion which seemingly remaineth preserved at St. Peter’s Cathedral in Trier Germany is our Lord’s Blessed Robe. For it was surely this selfsame Garment I saw most distinctively of our most Beloved One.

Oh, the Blessed Wonder of Christ!

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Abide in Christ

By Apostle Tonya

Most surely, the Blessed Master knows I am most elated when He giveth instructions for me to teacheth about the blessed fellowship that He shared with His Disciples.

Ofttimes, I have written of one of my most favorite passages in the Scriptures wherefore perhaps I might say began my days of consecration preparing for this blessed walk with Christ. It is the passage in the Book of Saint John, Chapter 21 when Christ Appears in His glorified Body to most compassionately attend to the grief-stricken hearts of His Disciples to dine with them. And, the Blessed Master might say I read it each time holding my hand on my heart for the Cross and His blessed love for each of us.

And so, it is my prayer if you are desiring to cometh into a place of abiding in Christ you will be encouraged, strengthen and receiveth a bountiful supply of the Spirit reading the devotional. Amen.

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A Life in His Glory: A Memoir

By Apostle Tonya

In a wintry month in Brooklyn, New York in January 2016, I entered a most strategic season whereby the Dearest Holy Spirit began to superintendent training me on how to walk in the supernatural realm. Principally He granted me instructions to study our Risen Christ and strategic books in the Scriptures, in dreams, and with glorious Signs and Wonders. Stunningly, the Signs began to reveal the sense of humor of our Holy Father and ofttimes they manifested on my cellular phone, and laptop. I might say in the genesis of the consecration I oftentimes was left affrighted of manifestations.

On occasions, the Spirit of God would grant me His kindness and lead me to watch strategic episodes of “Sid Roth’s, It’s Supernatural”. In one segment there was a testimony of one of our brethren who had been granted a visit to the Throne Room of God. She testified while in Heaven she beheld our Holy Father laughing. Oh, how this testimony intrigued me and held me in awe of the Ancient of Days.

In His timing, our Father would also revealeth to me the blessedness of glimpses of Heaven, and with-it ineffable joy in suffering. In the year of 2022, grace would abound again when while in my kitchen our Holy Lord would teach me how to dance in the spirit. Now there are times I dance for Him while I am simply cooking.

And so, it well seems thy Lord hath decided to recreate this girl from Brooklyn and maketh her most like Heaven. And in this small town that I temporarily call home there are kind neighbors who might testify of encountering the joy of thy Lord upon meeting me. And that they hath witnessed me in the local supermarket spontaneously worshiping in the aisles; in glory. Surely, thy Lord is most kind to causeth my neighbors not to photograph it.

Excerpt of, A Life in His Glory: A Memoir by Apostle Tonya.