Suffer the little Children

By Apostle Tonya

This coming September, I am most grateful to host Remember Me:  a virtual worship benefit concert for precious orphans.  Remember Me, is our first benefit concert for the children.  This most blessed event will include worshippers and several speakers including, Tawana Williams, a most courageous woman who will share her profound hope-filled testimony of overcoming a disability to serve!  Oh, the gratitude I have in my heart for the leaders who will join together in the spirit to speak and help bring aid to the precious children.  

Friends, if you are led by the Holy Spirit to lend your hand during the benefit concert you may contact the ministry. Contact Us.

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Prayer to Strengthen the Inner Man

By Apostle Tonya

That he would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man.. Ephesians 3:16

Father of Glory, I come boldly before Your Throne of grace to receive Your promise of mercy and beseech You to bestow upon me more grace and strength.  I entereth into Your Holy Presence with thanksgiving and praise.  I ascribe unto You the glory due Your Blessed Name and worship You in the beauty of holiness.  

Blessed Holy Spirit as it is written in the Book of Hebrews, Chapter 4 verse 12, I declare the Word of God is quick, powerful, and sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.

Holy Father, I declare my prayers will not remaineth in the Earth realm but shall ascend as incense to Your Throne Room.  I declare You shall answer as it is written in the blessed Word in 1 John 5:14 and 15:  And this is the confidence that we have in him, that, if we ask any thing according to His will He Heareth us and if we know that He Hear us, whatsoever we ask, we know that we have the petitions that we desired of Him. Lord God I declare I have power and authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy.  I declare You are Righteous Jehovah God and You causeth the wars against me to cease.  I thank You for Your promise of protection as written in the Book of Psalms, Chapter 91, verse 1:  He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. 

Blessed Majesty, I beseech You now to release Your strength and might to reinforce power within my inner man.  I bless You generous and Kind Father and giveth You praise and thanks for your faithfulness to fulfill my petitions.  In the Name of Your Beloved Son, the Lord Jesus, Amen.

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Prayer for Protection from Enemies

By Apostle Tonya

Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. Ephesians 6:11

Jehovah Gibbor, we enter into Your gates with thanksgiving and praise.  We praise You Wonderful Father for Your mighty acts and according to Your excellent greatness.  We bless You and extol You for your mercy, lovingkindness and goodness.  We declare that Ye are Holy and Righteous O Lord.  We bow before You, Holy One and declare that You are the true and living God our Blessed Eternal Father and we shalt have no other gods before You.   

Merciful Father, we thank You for the blessed Scripture in the First Book of John, Chapter 1:9:  “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness”.  Thank You for Your forgiveness, Father.  We bless You for the Precious Blood of Your Son, Yeshua HaMashiach whereby cleanses us from the wounds in our afflicted souls.

Blessed Father, as Decreed in Philippians 2:9-10:  You hath highly exalted Your Son, our Blessed Lord Jesus and given Him a Name which is above every Name and at His Name every knee should bow of things in Heaven, Earth and under the Earth.  Thank You for the power and authority You have bestowed upon us to tread on serpents and scorpions.  Thank You for the hedge of protection that surrounds us as written in the Book of Job 1:10.  Father, we beseech You to hide us from the secret counsel of the wicked.  We declare that we are holy and the enemy cannot locate our trail in the realm of the spirit.  We declare according to Ephesians 6:10-18, we are clothe with the full armor of God.  Blessed One, we giveth you our thanks and praise for being our Refuge and Defender.  All glory, honor, thanks and praise to our Blessed Lord and Savior forever and ever.  Amen.

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The Virtuous Woman

By Apostle Tonya

The Blessed Father as the Great Architecture of our lives will ofttimes orchestrate an event to culminate the fulfillment of His will.  Surely thy Lord is ever-faithful to cause us to hear His lovingkindness in the morning when we arise to giveth Him our thanks.  On one particular morning, as I sat communing with the Holy One He was gracious to lead me to read one of my most favorite passages in the Holy Bible.  Through tears, I read out loud His Blessed Word as if He were speaking directly to my heart concerning His will to honor His Beloved Daughter, my late mother.  Thereafter, as I continued with thy Lord, He bestowed upon me strength to receive Heaven’s Strategy to fulfill certain petitions of my mother before her transition from Earth to the Rest and reward granted to her in Heaven with our Beloved Lord Jesus.   

By the Master’s Hand, on the occasion of Mother’s Day my three siblings and me surrounded our dear mother for what would become, unbeknownst to us, her last. The precious photographs of which were captured on that Mother’s Day reveal the legacy of love my mother would leave for us most precious to behold and honor.  Oh, what gratitude I host in my heart for the blessed answers of my dear mother’s prayer! 

The Scripture records a most magnificent expectation from thy Lord God of His virtuous Daughters in the Book of Proverbs, Chapter 31 verse 28.  It reads most profoundly, Her children arise up, and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praiseth her.  The Lord favored me with a virtuous and gentle mother whom loved Him more than her family.  Often, during my visits to her home, I sat amazed as my eyes fixed upon her loyalty to thy Lord.  She was most disciplined sitting in the Lord’s Presence with the Blessed Holy Bible and annotating on holy pages the blessed revelation she had received from the Holy Spirit.  Quite marvelously, the Lord used mother to poureth upon me treasures from Heaven during the greatest valleys of my life.  Surely it was the season the Holy One willed me to walk through the most for His glory.   

“Quite marvelously, the Lord used mother to poureth upon me treasures from Heaven during the greatest valleys of life.”

Most indomitable faith my mother invariably inclined her ear to me and guide me throughout tragic seasons.  The holy conversations from her filled those broken seasons of my life.  It was with the Holy Bible that she faithfully guided me to have faith in our Everlasting Father, El Olam. Most certainly, my mother’s blessed fervent prayers Tip the Bowls in Heaven to place me on a purpose-filled path to honor thy Lord in serving others.  It was also her devotion and loyalty unto thy Master which cultivated within me a life in the beautiful garden of prayer.  For sure, her encouraging words continue to echo in my heart and has given me the desire to serve hurting children all over the world.  They are children whom some I may never meet beyond the blessed images captured with the lens of a camera but my serving of them are because of the prayers and devotion of my late mother and friend.

“For sure, her encouraging words continue to echo in my heart and has given me the desire to serve hurting children all over the world.”

What a wonder is thy Master?  I am most grateful for His faithfulness to honor and answer the prayers of a mother in this healing ministry and in my life.  The memory of the just is blessed.  Proverbs 10:7 

Dear ones, be encouraged if you are waiting on thy Holy One, surely He will answereth the sweet fragrant prayers of the righteous.  Revelation 8:3.  Amen. 

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Healing the Soul in Prayer

By Apostle Tonya

Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prospereth.  3 John 1:2

This past summer, during what would became a most intense season of spiritual warfare thy Blessed Master was faithful to remind me of dreams and visions which revealed its origin.  Surely, thy Lord is loyal to His Children who are in covenant with Him.  In His faithfulness, while in prayer the Father began confirming that the years of prophetic warnings of this were now being fulfilled. The revelation of it manifesting sent waves of my denial and brokenness. It immediately became a most tragic season where I became silently acquainted with grief. Our Merciful Father is our refuge and strength, a very present help in our times of trouble and He faithfully remained my comfort. Often, Angels would increase and strengthen me in order for me to receive and carry out the Blessed One’s will.  

Ofttimes, I received from the Holy Spirit as a young girl; not desiring to hear her Father’s truth concerning an enemy. This emotional response cost me in warfare, for it is the Father’s Truth which is our shield and buckler.  What seemingly occurred throughout the years as I engaged in warfare close to my heart would be a breach in the realm of the Spirit.  I would come to know that attacks on our emotions is certainly one of the most subtle attacks of the enemy to destroy believers and attempt to kill destinies. 

Surely, I have learned a marvelous truth:  it is in our surrendering unto thy Lord where He gently attend unto the most vulnerable places in our hearts.  Dear ones, His Bosom is the place where we can dwell safely, findeth rest and continue with our assignments. The Lord’s Chambers is where perfect love casteth out fear.  The spirit of fear can govern our emotions and it releases wounds in the soul.Often we unknowingly give place to the enemy in our lives by lacking self-control and without exercising discretion in the emotional management of attacks that are sent to our hearts. This is why we must be diligent to guard our hearts with all diligence from the enemy.  I encourage you to remaineth pure in heart, for it is the key to remaining hidden from the deceiver.

Consequently, the trauma in my soul began to manifest shortly after I accepted the revelation from thy Lord of which by His grace I have written.  Compounding on this season, for thy Lord’s glory, was an affliction in my body which began to become increasingly painful. Suddenly, as I slept I became awakened by great pain on my right-side. Oftentimes, the Holy Spirit, our faithful Comforter would supernaturally move my body to remind me He was with me in this suffering. Howbeit, the Movements of thy Lord would eventually come to an end without me having received the Master’s healing.  How ofttimes I pleaded with thy Healer to heal!  

Months would pass by before I would discern what it was the Faithful One expected me to learn in the afflictions:  it was His will for me to learn how to pray for the sick.  The healing would not be released until the trauma in the soul from that past season of spiritual warfare, its knowledge and revelation of it were bound.  Our Blessed Lord Jesus, the Sun of Righteousness touched my body to heal after I had received the soul healing from the enemy’s trauma. 

Beloved, your souls wounds must receive the Blessed Blood of our Lord Jesus. The Blood of the Lamb heals the oppressed and bindeth up the wounds.  How God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Ghost and with power:  who went about doing good, and healing all that were oppressed of the devil; for God was with him.  Acts 10:38.  Amen.

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Helping Hurting Children

By Apostle Tonya

He that hath pity upon the poor lendeth unto the Lord.. Proverbs 19:17

This coming fall, I will host a most blessed event:  a virtual benefit worship concert which will include worshippers and several speakers from around the world who will join together to help orphans.  This blessed mission to help orphans is most dear to my heart and it was during my consecration preparing for this healing ministry the Lord Jesus was faithful to giveth me also the charge to help hurting children.  

Friends, it is my prayer that you will desire to partner with me as I seek to increase support for these innocent children.  If you are led by the Holy Spirit to lend your hand, you may contact the ministry by visiting the contact page.



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The Cross

by Apostle Tonya

And he bearing his cross went forth into a place called the place of a skull, which is called in the Hebrew Golgotha:  Where they crucified him, and two other with him, on either side one, and Jesus in the midst.  John 19:17-18

The placement of the Cross of Yeshua HaMashiach, in the center, would seemingly point to be the focal point of the crucifixion of our Blessed Redeemer.  John 19:18

In the Holy Scriptures, we read of the Lord Jesus’ earthly ministry and the warfare He endured as the jealously of the Jewish leaders of His day increased and influenced their hearts to purpose to commit to their tragic decision to oppose the Lord’s Ministry. 

It was the spirit of envy which would be used as satan’s strategy to ultimately use the Jewish leaders to crucify the Lord Jesus.  These leaders hearts would become an easy target to host and carry out the plan of Lucifer.  Therefore, we must assume satan continued to observe the leaders as they grew in being consumed with their hatred and intimidation of Yeshua.  The jealously would become dangerous and release the heels of envy to enter in as the Lord’s miracles, fame and Followers continued to spread and increase in its numbers.  Most assuredly, it was the door of envy that opened during this ancient time to manifest the most tragic story ever written:  the hatred and rejection of His Majesty, the Son of God by His own.  This is most certainly something for us all to learn from for as it is written, “Jealously is as cruel as the grave.” Songs of Solomon 8:6

Most surely, it may be hard for some to imagine how the religious leaders during this ancient time who were consequently extremely privileged to walk side-by-side with the Son of God refused to yield to His authority and Ministry.  It is no great wonder then why we read ofttimes our Blessed One rebuked and confronted the Pharisees and Scribes for their wicked hearts.  Surely, our Blessed Lord knew what was to come.  Matthew 23:13-26

In the Lord’s Earthly ministry, the leaders opposing Him hearts were full of hypocrisy. They refused to see the Blessed One (with the great fame because of the miracles He performed) had not been sent by the Father to be their equal or even to be coronated by man.  This religious thinking whereby the Risen Lord abhorred remaineth an disturbing thorn even in the church today.  

The lowly King, whom ofttimes the Bible records the Jewish leaders audaciously accused of blasphemy was indeed Messiah, the Word manifested in Flesh: the I AM.  Yet, in their distorted perception and commitment to their traditions of how the King would appear to them they walked tragically in the greatest deception recorded in their refusal to bow to the Lord Jesus. 

The Blessed Holy Spirit is faithful to revealeth to us through the Beloved Disciple John in the Book of John, Chapter 19 verse 20 that the Romans positioned the Lord Jesus to be crucified in a city where the census of the Jews was high in population. Further, we read ofttimes in righteous anger of the unstable Pilate and the title he chose to have created for our Lord, placed above the Cross: “JESUS OF NAZARETH THE KING OF THE JEWS”. The title written in Hebrew, Greek and Latin was another part of the plan of satan to humiliate the Son of God. 

Certainly, we see the plot coming to a climax, don’t we?  satan, would use the Jews, Romans, Caiaphas and Pilate to openly shame our Redeemer in the presence of all of the Lord’s Kinsman even as our Blessed One was dying on the Cross.  The deceiver would even conspire that thy Lord’s grave be with wicked criminals.  Yet, blessed be the Lord God Almighty for in satan’s limited knowledge, he did not know of The Plan of Redemption from El De’ot, our God of all Knowledge. Neither would those enemies of thy Lord who purposed in their hearts to expedite His crucifixion during Passover.  The leaders had not been privy to the Secret in The Throne Room of God:  our Lord Jesus had chosen to give of Himself during Passover.  The Father allowed these leaders to hasten His Son’s Execution and it would be our Sovereign God, the Father of Glory who would raise His Son on the third day. 

The wicked one’s decision to prominently place the Lord in the center amongst two criminals in his attempt to disgrace the Lord Jesus was the Father’s will.  The blessed Scriptures strengthen us with the passage recorded in the Book of the Prophet Isaiah, Chapter 53 verse 10:  Yet it pleased the Lord to bruise him; he hath put him to grief..  Surely, nothing in this Earth, nor in the kingdom of darkness has greater power than that of Elohim, our Creator.  

This I know, the Disfigurement of our Redeemer’s Face marred by the hands of the enemy; The Cross, approximately 300 pounds in weight that thy Lord carried with great trauma wounds in His Soul from the scourging until He could not carry it alone any longer; The Crown of Thorns from the Lord’s Beloved Israel crowned on His Bleeding Head to further mock our Lamb of God; The Master’s Robe whereby the Word of God point out was made without seam and the soldiers who used the Master’ Robe to gamble with as our Lord was Dying was all for us.  John 3:16

Dear ones, our Great Sufferer bore this traumatizing suffering for love; for us.  O what tears I shed for my Beloved One.  Yet, I am unable to adequately write the words fitting for my love for our Beautiful Savior of whom we are eternally secure in.  

Jesus, I am sorry for the terrible pain you suffered.  Amen.

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He is Risen

By Apostle Tonya

In the end of the sabbath, as it began to dawn toward the first day of the week, came Mary Magdalene and the other Mary to see the sepulchre.  And, behold, there was a great earthquake: for the angel of the Lord descended from heaven, and came and rolled back the stone from the door, and sat upon it.  His countenance was like lightning, and his raiment white as snow:  And for fear of him the keepers did shake, and became as dead men.  And the angel answered and said unto the women, Fear not ye: for I know that ye seek Jesus, which was crucified.  He is not here: for he is risen, as he said. Come, see the place where the Lord lay.  And go quickly, and tell his disciples that he is risen from the dead; and, behold, he goeth before you into Galilee; there shall ye see him: lo, I have told you.  And they departed quickly from the sepulchre with fear and great joy; and did run to bring his disciples word.  And as they went to tell his disciples, behold, Jesus met them, saying, All hail. And they came and held him by the feet, and worshipped Him.   
Matthew 28:1-9

Prophetic Dream about The Royal Family

By Apostle Tonya

He revealeth the deep and secret things: he knoweth what is in the darkness, and the light dwelleth with him.  Daniel 2:22

Ofttimes, after I have awakened from the honor of receiving a dream in my sleep; I sit in awe of El De’ot and His love for us.  Just a few days ago, as I sat with thy Lord concerning certain dreams He had bestowed upon me of the Royal Family; He was ever-faithful to trust me with His Heart and concern for both Queen Elizabeth II and Prince Harry.  Beloved, I am most honored the Blessed Holy Spirit has led me to share this prophetic dream here on Heaven’s Pen.  

In the dream, I was most surprised as I saw Charles, the Prince of Wales sitting alone on a simple park bench.  I watched as Prince Charles sat tearfully (in what appeared to be in the Presence of the Lord God in prayer). 

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Jesus, our Perfect Gift

by Apostle Tonya

As we prepare to celebrate our Risen Lord’s Resurrection; I have experienced a marvelous time with the Holy Spirit preparing for teachings.   The Blessed One has faithfully led me in a season of discovery of ancient books on thy Lord, documentaries and several Christian family movies to further my study of the Lord’s Footsteps during His Earthly ministry.  In this, I have enjoyed the most precious child-like moments delighting in Jesus. 

Most recently, I wrote of watching a movie whereby had become most dear to me about our Beloved Lord.  The Perfect Gift is a pure motion picture portrayed by actors with hearts of the King. It is not one from Hollywood to share only of a Biblical account of Jesus, rather, this pure film accurately depicts the Heart of our Lord and is both directed and portrayed by Jefferson Moore whom the Lord chose to prepare for his assignment at His Feet.  Surely, what was poured into him is one of the treasures of our Risen Lord, His lowliness.


What I suppose is the most thought-provoking scene about our Perfect Gift unfolded at its conclusion when Mr. Moore (portraying our Lord in another form) delivered his most powerful line and stated, quite simply:  

“The thing that fills people heart usually starts to show up everywhere around them.”  

For many days, I have pondered on this profound statement with great tears for the Blessed Lord.  Because for me, it is my love for Jesus; it surrounds me everywhere. It’s also this ministry which was birthed after years of prayer and built by the Lord Jesus with His Directions given in His Appearances to me and in my dreams.  And, it is the Holy Bible which I hold tightly and is beside me even while I am asleep. 

Let us giveth the Eternal One reverence and honor for giving us, His Son, our Redeemer, the Ultimate Sacrifice:  The Christ who was Crucified for our sins and raised up on the third day by our Holy Father who shewed Him openly and most triumphantly.  Amen. 

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