The Writing Process for the Exposition Commentary to the Gospel According to St. John

By Apostle Tonya

For thy Lord’s glory, I desireth to offer more of my testimony on what I shall say were blessed moments during the writing process of the Exposition Commentary of The Gospel According to St. John.

I might say there were occasions during the writing and editing of the Commentary that I spent weeping for our Holy Christ eternal love for us. In the generosity and kindness of the Eternal Spirit of God, I was granted the blessed guidance on how to balance the writing with enjoyment to ensure that I remained spiritually balanced and was not overcome with the suffering of our Beloved Christ. For me, recording the casting of stones at Him were most difficult to type; and write.

Yet, there were moments of blessed joy and laughter in the recording of the Commentary; especially in John 2, John 4, and John 20.

Continuing on, the Spirit of God principally taught me pivotal lessons to guard the joy of thy Lord by first directing me to observe certain actors who had played our Risen Christ in the past and the effect of their portrayal of the Son of God.

Most particularly, when the Eternal Spirit of God bestowed the blessed favor of revelation to me during certain occasions of Christ’s earthly Ministry, it was invariably agonizing for me. And on occasions, I beheld a burden of Christ’s Heart on certain matters in the Earth and became most affrightened of one day hurting our Lord. In this, I pleaded for Christ’s blessed assurance that our Lord would keepeth me from betraying Him during my lifetime.

Ofttimes, I remembered the wretchedness of my soul and why might the Master hath called me to even record His sufferings. I shall say it was during those occasions that oftentimes I was granted the grace from the Dearest Comforter to inquire of Him the selfsame prayers with trembling, adoration, and reverence for the Son of God throughout the writing:

“Blessed Master, am I making Thee smile?”

And so, on many occasions of these times of prayer with thy Holy Christ, was when I was granted the stunning revelation of His earthly life; ofttimes it was so in most holy visions.

By His grace, I shall teacheth on certain revelation granted to me from The Gospels in sermons with the Body of Christ soon.