By Apostle Tonya
On a recent occasion, I was led by the Blessed Holy Spirit to watch a succinct message on childhood trauma from a leader who consequently, I had never heard of before that time. Surely, I was most intrigued with the title of the message, and I anticipated perhaps receiving revelation from the Holy One, for He seldom grants me instruction to study on trauma.
In His mercy, the Dearest Comforter began to encourage me as I watched the compelling message; as it also included a surprising and most moving testimony on healing.
Surely, the Holy Father is most kind to perfect what concerneth us. Because for many years, I had been inquiring of Him to engender His emotive to me of when I endured a season of childhood trauma. Oh, and how ofttimes I reminded the Father of Scriptures wherefore stirred my heart of Him revealing His soul concerning His Children!
In His lovingkindness, as I watched this certain message thy Lord was most gracious to answereth me as I beheld the sudden echo of a memory of childhood trauma and asked Him once again, “Holy Lord, did it break Your Heart?”
Thereafter, our Dearest Comforter granted me a most profound vision of a gigantic broken red heart. In the broken place of the heart there was a blessed white cloud until its end. Our Lord had most kindly led me to this message to giveth me this most dramatic answer.
And so, I might say to you whom may hath endured trauma: In the valley of your suffering season Christ might hath felt uncomfortably silent; yet, our Merciful Lord was with you, and it broke His Blessed Heart.
Ofttimes what I hath learned is our Father who is chiefly loyal to us may even allow certain sufferings to manifest in our lives for others; just as our Blessed Master endureth trauma and suffering for us. Be most encouraged and if you have not done so, forgiveth those who might have hurt or wounded you.
Christ shall be glorified in your shame and sufferings. Amen.
2023 (c) Apostle Tonya. All Rights Reserved.
Heaven's Pen | The Blog of Apostle Tonya 